p.e.s.s.i.m.i.s.t
Thursday, June 01, 2006
i'm becoming more pessimistic as i grow older. So sad =( I always wonder what would happen if my loved ones leave me.. then tears would well up in my eyes.. Haix.. i wonder why..
will i die if u disappear one day? i might.. =( =( =(
bday is coming but he'd be spending the wkend in camp for live firing =( there's only early celebration now. Oh well. I want to have a very happy birthday. and a very happy 19th. I really wish that i'd have no more worries from now on. Not for myself, not for him, not for my family. I wish.
- nice sweet heart hotcake -
~6 more days to my 19th~
--Merci tout le monde--
Thursday, June 01, 2006