tulips and chocs
Saturday, July 30, 2005
I concluded that dearie is the sweetest guy i'd ever ever ever known. I had my most romantic surprise in 18years at about 11.20am today! Dearie called to say that he's like just downstairs and asked me to go down and meet him. Then he popped out by the stairs with these!
Ah i almost fainted!!! Whee he's so sweet i think i gonna get diabetes. -heehee- He had to travel long long distances just to pass this to me. Bleahx too bad i cant spend the rest of the day with him. Nevertheless dearie rocks my world! :)
~i feel loved. very loved.~
--Merci tout le monde--
Saturday, July 30, 2005
Sizzler *sizzles*
Friday, July 29, 2005
Alright the day didnt really go very smoothly for me initially, due to some dumb dumb misunderstanding between us. Oh well maybe i shouldnt have let him read it. Guys usually interprete stuff differently. Haha anyway all's well and i'm happy! Had lunch and dinner after school in suntec. Studied for awhile in subway. I think i should be able to finish my 2 physics revision worksheets over the weekend. Whee I'd better mug organic chem soon. I think 1/2 my class is at least 1/4 through their revision or something. So scary =X Yup back to my outing. Dinner was at Sizzler cuz we were kinda craving for it since hmmm 2 days ago? Haha yeah we ate alot alot. I think i gonna grow horizontally really soon. =( Oh check out the egg tarts i saw from breadtalk. I think they look like mussels! =P
*bliss*
~you are the sweetest guy i'd ever known~
--Merci tout le monde--
Friday, July 29, 2005
pizza hut
Thursday, July 28, 2005
Wahhh it's been such a long time since i last ate at pizza hut. I was craving for lasagne today and we decided to have dinner at pizza hut in the end. I dont know why we thought of that place but oh well, it almost turned out to be a massive pigging out session! Hahaha thanks to my self control i resisted the temptation of their oreo cheesecake! Ohh i'm not sure if it's nice though i was quite tempted to eat and he didnt discourage me from eating dessert. =X My diet plan is so not effective since we're always pigging out together. Bleahx. He doesnt dare to control me cuz i'll always look sad when i dont get to eat something that i was craving for. Haha so either way he suffers. Poor boy. =P Anyway i waited super duper long for him to finish his napfa. Gosh i thought he'd be done by 5+ but he came back at only 7+? I kinda mugged for 5hrs in the afternoon. Er plus minus la. Got so tired and hungry i decided to buy snickers to pamper myself a little. Hee just me and my excuses. Lalalala. Everyone seems a little PMSy lately, including me. Maybe it's the weather or the stress that's causing it all. Haix i cant wait for As to be over. It'd be good to see everyone happy and lively once again. More pigging out sessions tmr. Bahhh i shall drag myself to the gym over the weekend. Erps.
~nothing lasts forever, so cherish the present~
--Merci tout le monde--
Thursday, July 28, 2005
sudden outburst of emotions
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
I think i'm stressed out. We were assigned to do essay for the free period of econs cuz ms wong wasnt here, then i was complaining that i was upset we've got to do essay. The next minute, tears welled up in my eyes uncontrollably. What's worse? Later on i was laughing and crying at the same time. Something's very very wrong with me. dearie got freaked out by me and looked really worried. =X Argghhh i think i'm not mugging enough.
During civics elective module - mars and venus, mrs chan talked about dating. She also mentioned like how couples should behave and whether they should discuss future plans and stuff. I cant help but wonder what is going to happen to us in the future. Will we last until the end of the year and after? I'm not holding my hopes up, probably cuz we gonna do different things and yeah different beliefs will not bring us anywhere far. Maybe i shouldnt think so far. Live for the moment. If we're meant to last, we will. Otherwise, i guess i'll just enjoy his company for the time being.
~love is ensuring the your special someone stays happy always~
--Merci tout le monde--
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
college day
Saturday, July 23, 2005
Went to school early in the morning for college day. As usual it was simply waiting, talking, taking prizes and that's it. Yawnx. I was so bored i almost fell asleep. JiaLun's speech was quite good though. Rather engaging i suppose. :P There are quite a few people who surprised me when i saw them collecting the promo prize. Maybe smart people dont always look that smart. Erps. Had lunch at BK after that. I havent eaten BK for so long manx. The new mushroom swiss chicken whooper is not bad. Hee esp the mushroom! *droolx* I wanted to buy this piyo bottle from kiddy palace but he said it doesnt look nice without the straps at the side. So there, i gave it a miss. :( Oh ya, poor boy had to travel all the way back to tp cuz i forgot to take my stuff back from his bag. I felt so bad. It was really sweet of him. :) Somehow i'm beginning to be more assured that my decision was right. ^_^
to the world u may be one person, to one person u may be the world
--Merci tout le monde--
Saturday, July 23, 2005
the island
the show was so-so, just that i was so tired i found it hard to concentrate on the show. Basically my eyes just closed for a few moments during the movie. Hmmm i dont really understand the whole point of it but nvm.. some people may think that the movie is interesting or something. Oh wells. Had famous amos cookies today. Whee 300g of it and i think we finished like 200g from wisma to the american club. =X It's so nice!!! *yums* Yeah after which i had buffet dinner. (wonder when i'm just going to grow fat and die??) J1 exco generously treated us to dinner at the club. It was okie, not alot of variety but i really that hungry so it was okie. i forgot to take pictures so heehee just one here =)
--Merci tout le monde--
Saturday, July 23, 2005
being open
Thursday, July 21, 2005
I guess everyone knows about us already. I mean like there's nothing wrong with it, just that i feel a little uncomfortable since i just got used to my SAF life. Yup i was SAF in the past 6months and now i'm AAF =) I wonder if people are unhappy, but i hope not. Seriously. Perhaps it really takes alot of time for people to get used to such changes, though i wish the response from everyone was more positive. Oh wells. I cant possibly entertain everyone's comments. He's such a sweetie i'm afraid i'm not good enough. Bleahx. Never mind, soon enough everything will be normal. Right now, mugging comes first. Time for my 5am mugging sessions!
--Merci tout le monde--
Thursday, July 21, 2005
yakult factory visit
Whee we had the Yakult factory visit yesterday, even though i was feeling quite lazy to go initially. Hee yup the visit was okie lah, except that the toopid guide talked about almost everything except yakult. Haha he was simply going on and on about how RJ people are super smart and should contribute by having more children or something. Super lame pls. Haha
the crappy guide who was full of actions -_-
Had fish and co. and cheesecake with rach again. I think we always end up pigging out whenever we are out together. Shucks. What happened to my 3mth weight loss plan!? =X Must control abit sia.. i'm like eating like nobody's business cuz he always tells me to eat whatever i want to. Bahhh lousy poot. :( By the way sweet lil princess made sandwich for me and tan steph yesterday. Lettuce and mushroom ham. Hee nice nice i like mushrooms!! =P
--Merci tout le monde--
Thursday, July 21, 2005
crying out for love in the center of the world
Monday, July 18, 2005
As you can see from the title, i watched this movie today. Cineleisure gave out free tickets specially for today and they refused to sell the tickets even if people were willing to pay for it! It's quite dumb actually. So people have to buy straits times so that they can watch movie for free. Maybe Cathay is feeling rich or something. Oh ya, i wasnt supposed to watch this movie but the stupid woman gave us the wrong movie (war of the worlds) and we only realised that 20mins before the movie so there were no more seats left for the show we wanted to watch initially, which was be with you. Bahhh in the end we exchanged for this movie. Oh it's quite boring but the idea of it was rather romantic and touching. I cried like crazy. Dont know why too. I guess i just hate to see people die. =X
I got back my gp paper. It sucked. Argghhh how come i dont seem to be able to do well for ANY subject. So saddening :(
By the way today is a foodie foodie day too. Checked out the korean supermarket and took pics of almost everything i ate. Hee.. enjoy my cute cute pic. Anyway the pic right in the middle is the latest harry potter book n not food. I just added it for fun. :P
~when one door closes another one opens~
--Merci tout le monde--
Monday, July 18, 2005
fairytale
Saturday, July 16, 2005
Perfect weekend for mugging but i cant seem to focus. Shucks. By the way i just downloaded the mtv of tong hua and halfway through the mtv i started crying. It's a really really touching song and i simply couldnt control my tears. This is a super nice song. If a guy sing this song to a girl, i think the girl will b extremely touched. i mean EXTREMELY. Now i cant stop crying.. it seems like everytime i watch this mtv i'll cry.. haix....
童话 - 光良
忘了有多久 再没听到你对我说你最爱的故事 我想了很久 我开始慌了 是不是我又做错了什么
你哭着对我说 童话里都是骗人的 我不可能是你的王子 也许你不会懂 从你说爱我以后 我的天空 星星都亮了
我愿变成童话里 你爱的那个天使 张开双手变成翅膀守护你 你要相信 相信我们会像童话故事里 幸福和快乐是结局 我要变成童话里 你爱的那个天使 张开双手变成翅膀守护你 你要相信 相信我们会像童话故事里 幸福和快乐是结局
我会变成童话里 你爱的那个天使 张开双手变成翅膀守护你 你要相信 相信我们会像童话故事里 幸福和快乐是结局 一起写我们的结局
--Merci tout le monde--
Saturday, July 16, 2005
fondue fun
Friday, July 15, 2005
Well i was feeling rather moody in school today. A trivial thing was enough to make me feel like crying. That was how sensitive i was. Yup dumb dumb me. Hahah sleepy me just bummed through the whole day in school as usual. I was supposed to eat ban mian after school but i was so hungry by break time that i succumbed to the temptation of roti prata and seaweed chicken. =X In the end i only ate a little bit of ban mian and had a pancake. Bahhh so sad. I must eat ban mian next time! Dont think that sums up my meals for the day cuz in fact i ate damn alot once again. Ya had subway cookies in the cinema and after Mindhunters i had my fondue! *yums* It was not as nice as expected though. Oh wells... i'd prefer the one we had at derrick's house. Heehee by the way the movie was not bad, it was like final destination lo.. A rather gross version too. There were scenes of people's bodies broken into parts and revealing the bones and organs. Super gross! I kinda guessed the murderer correctly! Whee so proud of myself. I concluded that i'm smarter in the non-academic areas. Muahahaha i wonder whether it's good or bad. =P I've been playing too much. Time to exercise more and study more too. *MUGGGG*
~never judge a book by its cover~
--Merci tout le monde--
Friday, July 15, 2005
confusing and complicated
Thursday, July 14, 2005
bah i feel like an outcast in class now so i've been feeling rather upset the whole day because of that :( everyone's speculating yet i myself isnt even sure of what's going on. Maybe it's time for a decent talk? Ah i dont wanna think about it anymore i'm getting headache already. Anyway i went for blood donation! It's quite fun donating blood cuz of the sense of satisfaction you get for knowing that you'll eventually help someone out there who might need your blood to survive! :D Even though i wasnt feeling too well after that, i guess it's worth it. *grinx* I think i'd better stop slacking.. prelims coming in hmm 2months?!!!! Oh no... i shall just forget about all those useless stuff and study study study!!! >.<
~once single, always fabulous~
--Merci tout le monde--
Thursday, July 14, 2005
happy bdae steph!
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
Happy birthday my dearest goddess of 2S06A! :) We had an enjoyable time at kbox after school~ Whee i think i was hogging onto the mic most of the time so the rest probably sang quite little or something.. sorry guys! =X About 1/2 of the class turned up and that's the power of tan steph i guess. Everyone loves her! Hee she received so many presents today.. i'm so jealous.. bahhhh.. jk :P oh yup i managed to rush home in time to watch my Superstar show, Kelvin ( the blind guy) sang really well!!!! Omg i think he rox manx.. i shall go sms and support him or something.. muahahha this is the first i'm sending sms for such things sia.. oooh i hope he'd stay, although whoever i support will somehow get kicked out. =X *fingers crossed*
对的人 - 戴爱玲
你问在我心中 是否还苦恼 那次受伤 否决了爱的好 谢谢你的关照 我一切都好 一个人 不算困扰
那次流过的泪 让我学习到 如何祝福 如何转身不要 在眼泪体会到 与自己拥抱 爱不是一种需要 是一种对照
虽然爱很美妙 却不能为了寂寞 又陷了泥沼
爱要耐心等待 仔细寻找 感觉很重要 宁可空白了手 等候一次 真心的拥抱 我相信在(这个)世界上 一定会遇到 对的人出现(在眼角)
能愿意为了一份爱付出去多少 然后得到多少并不计较 当我想清楚的时候 我就算已经准备好 放手去爱 海阔天高 喔~~~ ~~~ ~~~ 耶~~~
--Merci tout le monde--
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
swimming finals
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
Got back all the papers except gp.. apparently the results are better for this common test even though they still suck anyway. Oh well shall mug harder for prelims and As... i think i've slacked too much, it's time to cut back on shoppings,movies and dinners to get into the mugging mood. :D Managed to watch swimming finals afterall, some parts were quite exciting, though i was bored when the B or C div was swimming. =X marc joe got 2nd for 100m butterfly and 1st for 4x50m medley, congrats dude! It was such a close match and i was jumping up and down like some mad woman. Hahahaha =X Met up with dearie rach for dinner. Ate super alot again. We are horrendous eating buddies. Had delifrance then we decided to have some dessert so we took a train to Bishan for Cafe Cartel's brownies. Yums* What happened to my diet plan... bahhhhh
~i hope history doesnt repeat~
--Merci tout le monde--
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
Going broke
Monday, July 11, 2005
I'm broke!!! It's not some part of me that's broken but i've run out of money to use. Arggghh it's a huge disaster manx. From now on i shall eat less or eat cheaper food or something, the movies and nice meals are making me really poor. :( I guess i should survive on fruits! I might just die from malnutrition though. Haha alright that's dumb. Anyway my mood has gotten better somehow, i dont know why too, oh well who cares, it's good that i'm feeling happier :P Food therapy do work and actually horror movie is not exactly a good choice if one wants to relax and happens to be quite a scaredy poot like me. Hee nice pic of food on display again~ *grinx*
~an apple a day keeps the doctor away~
--Merci tout le monde--
Monday, July 11, 2005
am i being hated?
Sunday, July 10, 2005
I kinda notice the changes in some people these days. I think i'm being hated already. It's scary how the issue turns out this way. To think i dismissed the whole thing as something that people will simply forget about as time passes. Bahhh I cant help it if some people are unhappy, but i'd rather they say it openly than to pretend everything is okie. What happened to the part about being truthful?! frankly speaking i regret wat i did yesterday, even though it's not something significant. Everything's so screwed up these days. Peer pressure is a powerful psychological tool, especially so for a person like me who's easily influenced. I wish i can just have fun and be happy. Many unhappy things have happened and i'm still trying hard to forget about them. Seriously. My diet plan had kinda failed since my mood swings arent doing any good. Eating for comfort sux.. it's beyond control though. I shall eat my apple crumble tmr. I dont care anymore.
~certain things are simply beyond our control~
--Merci tout le monde--
Sunday, July 10, 2005
pigging out once again
I went to town to look for my snack in the end. Sadly i couldnt find it. Not even the common ones at cold storage or carrefour. Bahhh i pigged out anyway. Bought the peanut honey popiah from taka food fest and had delifrance for late lunch, followed by fish n co for a late dinner. I'm definitely going to get fat. Argghhh i'm still craving for swensens' apple crumble =X i wanna eat that next week~ muahahha by the way town was like super duper crowded.. i shant go there again on weekends... so irritating~!
--Merci tout le monde--
Sunday, July 10, 2005
i love fooodddd *yums*
Saturday, July 09, 2005
Talking about my diet and lifestyle, it's actually quite horrendous. I woke up rather early today but i was kinda too lazy to step out of my house and go to the gym. =X Yeah i'm becoming lazier, but i'm in fact contemplating whether to go town later in the afternoon to look for my peanuty snack. Haha it's quite pathetic to know that i'm too lazy to go the gym and yet dont mind going all the way to town to look for food. Bahhh perhaps my diet plan is doomed to fail. =( that's the thing i hate about exams. I eat alot to keep myself awake while i study, and after i get back my results, i'll start eating alot again because i'm disappointed. Emotional bingeing. The worst form of diet one can ever have. That's the kind of diet that i'm having now i suppose. Anyway i kinda pigged out yesterday. From 3.15 to 8pm yesterday, i had a complete subway meal, gelato, popcorns and some mixed fruit with ice and mango sherbet thingy. Yummmy!!! But i'm like super guilty now that i think of it. Heehee i still have alot more cravings. Eeeks yesterday i was only allowed to eat chocolates, ice cream, subway and popcorns and in fact the mango dessert was like a bonus for me. =X So much for self discipline eh. I shall let fate decide whether i should go out to look for my snack later on. Muahahaha here's a nice lil pic of my half-eaten mango dessert! -grinx-
did i mention i bought a pair of huge pinkish hoop ear rings? it's pretty pretty. :) i cant wait to wear it. Maybe i should just go out for the sake of wearing my new top and ear rings. bleahx..
~do you eat to live or live to eat?~
--Merci tout le monde--
Saturday, July 09, 2005
Disappointing results
Friday, July 08, 2005
Just as i said i gonna move on, i was upset about my results again. Haix i'm utterly disappointed with my results this time round. Seriously.. all my efforts went down the drain becuz of all the silly careless mistakes that i made. Bahhh stupid stupid me.
Today is a super screwed up day. I'm tired after shopping for present for the whole afternoon. Gotta stop before i blabber nonsense. Bleahx..
~i'm not afraid of dying, i just dont wish to be around when it happens.~
--Merci tout le monde--
Friday, July 08, 2005
Rumours
Thursday, July 07, 2005
I've reflected abit and i think i should just accept my failure and move on. There's no use crying over spilled milk anyway. I just gotta work doubly hard for Prelims i guess. =( i dont exactly want to get back my papers tomorrow, my carelessness is probably going to upset me again. At least that's how i think i'll feel. -fingers crossed-
Rumours: n. gossip or common talk; unproved statements
There's been rumours spreading, and duh they are untrue. He's a nice guy but things are just not the way they seem. Now i've got people taking photos, giving sneaky smiles and all the watsoever on their msn nicks.. it feels really awkward. It kinda affects the friendship and i dont really want history to repeat itself. All of us will just be spending the rest of the year mugging arent we? so why bother about such stuff now? :)
Nice little shopping trip with rach ydae, too bad she wasnt feeling well so we went back earlier. I bought a nice peach top. -grinx- if only i have a chance to wear it soon~ Bahh i think i'm too playful, it's time to settle down and start mugging again. Argghhh
--Merci tout le monde--
Thursday, July 07, 2005
i'm so pissed off with myself!
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
Surprise surprise.. i see that i've got spammers on my tagboard already.. i dont exactly get what that whoever person is trying to say but yup, i think you should just leave me alone since i most likely dont know you at all. :)
Anyway, i was devastated today. I kinda flunk physics despite the fact that it wasnt a tough paper and i simply failed because of my careless mistakes. I calculated, adding all the marks i lost for my super obvious careless mistakes, i should get at least a C. How pathetic can i be. Bahhh so basically i spent the whole physics lecture crying and my friends felt rather helpless too. oh wells.. i passed my chem though.. finally i got something above an E (i got D by the way) and i think i shouldnt be too upset. I think i'm just way too careless for all my papers. I must train myself to do the papers faster next time and check my papers before time's up. Like what everyone's been telling me, let this be a lesson for me to be more careful next time. Haix..
and so i binged today cuz i was upset. Popcorns and bubble tea. :P War of the worlds is not bad, though the way the aliens died was quite dumb. It's sad to see humans killing each other for survival. I teared in the cinema once again. Bleahx.. the movie was supposed to cheer me up.. Haha nvm.. i suddenly realise tom cruise isnt as hot as i used to think he is. =X
Oh yeah, Alot like love. mediocre movie. i dont even find it very romantic actually. haha but yup i hope i dont ever have to encounter that problem. :P Fish and co was goodie goodie! i love calamari!!!! Wheeee i'm becoming a sotong. (maybe tt's y i'm so freaking careless. bahhhh) I wanna eat that again. =X okie that's so against my diet plan. I should forget about it. Haha shopping trip with my dearest babe tmr. cant wait~ ;)
~ A man is incomplete until he's married. Then he's finished. ~
--Merci tout le monde--
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
i dun wanna look old!!!
Sunday, July 03, 2005
I havent been at the best of my mood this week, partly due to common test, abit due to my financial probs and lastly, due to the fact that alot of people have been commenting that i look older than my sis. Bahhhh.. i hate the whole thing about looking mature and all that bullshit. Since many chinese new years back, relatives have been approaching me to ask how's my work and blah blah blah (my sis is working alreadi..) and then they have trouble distinguishing the elder sis. Yes it pisses me off. The big blow came again a few weeks ago, when i was out with my sis and my aunt. My sis met this classmate of hers and he was like, omg that's one is ur younger sis? i tot that's ur aunt! Whoever that guy is, he should just go to hell. Like NOW. That's not all. I had my haircut today and this hairdresser actually asked whether i'm working today and i ought to go shopping and stuff. I was like, sorry i'm still schooling! Ggrrr.. i'm getting irritated by all these 'oh i'm sorry, but you look really mature..' kind of nonsense. Next was the comment about my spectacles. My cousins decided to be really straightforward about their comments on my spectacles. Apparently they found it too old for me and makes me look like an auntie. Yeah so for the few days/weeks/months/years i've been putting up with all these crap. I dun wan to look mature! On the hind side, as i grow older, if my look remains that same, i might eventually look younger than my actual age. Bahhh.. just trying to be optimistic here. as u can see... i'm trying really hard...
Anyway i had dim sum for lunch today. Kinda ate more that what i shld since i'm watching my weight now. Erps. Time to hit the gym again. :) There's still fish and co. for tmr. =X I gonna watch alot like love.. cant wait *grinx* hope it doesnt disappoint me.
this yr's cny pic :) 
with my specs on :P--Merci tout le monde--
Sunday, July 03, 2005
another quiz :P
Saturday, July 02, 2005
oh gosh... this is rather accurate!
F: Your Beauty liesin Contradiction. Controversial, unpredictable, and
never what anyone expects.You appearance and your personality are two
opposite things. Even yourappearance sends different signals to different
people. To some you may lookinnocent and sweet, to others you look mysterious
and intimidating at the sametime. No one ever knows what to expect with you.
You are a little bit ofeverything all mixed together. You can be watching
the football game with theguys one minute and the next out shopping at the
mall. You seem to be almost adifferent person every time you meet someone, but
at the same time you knowexactly who you are and there is always that one
thing that makes you you. Youenjoy keeping people guessing and people love how
completely unpredictable youare.
Some ThingsThat Represent You:
Element:Fire, Water Animal: Chameleon Color:
Dark Tones, LightTones Song: Everything by Alanis Morriesette
Expression:Half-smile
Gemstone:Opal Mythological Creature: Gryphon,
Half-breeds Planet: Mars Hair
Color: Red Eye Color:Brown
Quote:"Appearances can be deceiving."
--Merci tout le monde--
Saturday, July 02, 2005
new template :)
I've finally got time to change my template. Hee *bliss* anyway i think the new one is really pretty! Common test is like finally finally over~~~ I can get a good rest and get ready to mug again for prelims. Time flies. It's almost the end of my j2 yr in RJ. Bahh i'm going to miss everyone after this year :( my reminisce of the past 1plus year brought back really wonderful memories and now that i think of it, it's quite funny how i changed from hating the class to liking my class so so much. ^_^
Nice outing yesterday for the class at jianglei's hse. The whole group splitted up into 2 groups for the movies, Initial D and War of the worlds, and yes, i chose jay chou/edison chen/shawn yue over tom cruise. :P Initial D is quite a hilarious movie, the racing part was cool too. On the whole it's not bad and the romantic part was not as much as i thought there would be. Yeah after that we slacked at his house to play cards, Hotel, xbox and watched desperate housewives. It was quite a nice class gathering and if only we can have a chalet at the end of the year, it'd be tons of fun =)=)
~great memories last forever~
--Merci tout le monde--
Saturday, July 02, 2005
