sandwiched
Sunday, September 25, 2005
I have a confession to make: i'm not spending quality time with my friends. And i do feel bad about it, though many probably think otherwise. Much as people think that i'm one who dumps my friends after i'm attached, it's not really the case. There are people like my dear Rach and CK whom i'll always want to meet for nice chats and people like Elena that i'll go shopping with. There's one impt pt that all should still take note, that is i only have 24hrs, there is just so much time i can spend everyone and if my friends ask me out, i'll try my best to go. I mean even if things like kbox or whatever which i dont go for, i asked to meet for dinner but not like anyone bothers about dinner with me now. I'd guess it's not very fair to conclude that i'm not making effort to spend time with my friends. Perhaps some considered putting themselves in others shoes and really think about their situation. It's much better than just criticising and not knowing how others feel.
So many things happened this year and i'm still feeling quite lost. I'll say that i've been through some things and others havent, so it's pretty hard to imagine how i feel since they have never been through. To put it crudely, you think that a person should do this or do that when something happens, but if it were you, i doubt your actions will follow your words. It's all about experience. Thinking about it and going through the process are two totally different issues. Anyway, i admit i'll have a part to play if there's any unhappiness among my friends but i hope they will bear in mind that some things do not appear as it is. Yup enough of this.
My first attempt to be an idol chaser and i failed terribly. I did managed to take a few badly taken photos though.. Haha.. there was like hundreds of people in a tiny open space!!! Bahh i almost died of suffocation.. =X
oooh superstars~
while waiting for them to come.. =P
~it's not how you feel but the feeling you give others~
--Merci tout le monde--
Sunday, September 25, 2005
Prelims over!!!
Friday, September 23, 2005
Wheeee i'm back back back! Despite the fact that i screwed up my prelims i think i should just chill and have fun until i get back the papers or something. As i'd said, whether you do well for prelims or not, life has to go on. So just enjoy as much as you can and look forward to the big thing called A levels! Yup yup. I feel so enlightened all of a sudden since i'll usually be sad and demoralised and not want to do anything anymore. But now i think differently. Perhaps it's good too, then i wont go and commit suicide or something if i do badly. Erps.
Though i'm supposed to be happily shopping now, i'm not very happy! There's nothing for me to buy!!!! Arghhh i'm so angry with whoever that came up with this season's clothes. Nothing seems to appeal to me.. haix.. such unlucky things do happen especially when you are dying to buy new clothes. Bahhh maybe i should go to weird places like chinatown to find exotic stuff. =P is there anywhere that i can find nice, not too ex and not too common prom dress???
~life will go on no matter what happens.. even life and death is not within control~
--Merci tout le monde--
Friday, September 23, 2005
