sunny side up
Tuesday, May 31, 2005
I DUN WANNA HAVE CHILDREN IN FUTURE. i'm still badly traumatised by my experience with some kids that i was taking care of today. Oh my gosh, kids are growing up real quickly nowadays. One min u hear vulgarities from p2 boy, nxt min u hear some lil girl talking about sex and all the wadeva kind of crap most ppl will nv expect to hear from all these innocent looking creatures. Ok there's of cuz a few that i'm okie with, but on the whole, i dun think i wanna go thru such trauma again. When i was younger i got terrorised by my younger cousins, so i've sorta grown up being wary of these lil rascals. Eeeks! Despite the fact that i've tried my best to be really patient and nice, i doubt i can hold out if the event was much longer. Thank god the day is over and most likely i'll never see them again. *phewx* I hope that girl wldnt call mi again. It's really difficult to think of excuses to avoid her. Oh no... still trying to recover from all the shock i got today >_<>
she's really really cute!!
the lil girl is only k1.. so tiny :P
the lil rascals
tansootet lookalike!
--Merci tout le monde--
Tuesday, May 31, 2005
start of hols!
Saturday, May 28, 2005
After yesterday's pigging out session i made up my mind to run 5km AND go for yoga class today. Apparently my extra fats made stop running after 4km.. which is quite pathetic i know. I just felt really tired today. Maybe i should go and run everyday or something to train up my stamina. Anyway yoga was not bad, though i still cant overcome the psychological barrier to do the headstand properly. Oh well. By the way i think running is making my legs chunkier and chunkier. WHY?!! Gosh. i'm supposed to slim down and not build up muscles right?!?! oh no.. -_- sis just suggested sakura buffet for lunch tomorrow.. i guess i'll be fat for the rest of my life. >.<
~disgusting piece of lard~
--Merci tout le monde--
Saturday, May 28, 2005
last day of sch!
Friday, May 27, 2005
Whee last day of school! As usual i bummed around while waiting for school to end. Met rachel for our last shopping trip before she returns to school. Poor girl. Suntec city is quite a boring place to shop. There are still not many shops with sale going on though. Perhaps GSS hasnt officially started yet. :P I shall have my wonderful shopping trip again someday before my birthday!! Lalalala it's coming soon but i'll most likely be spending the day at home mugging. How nice~
my wonderful drawings!

the ruggers rock~

--Merci tout le monde--
Friday, May 27, 2005
i hate that school..
Thursday, May 26, 2005
i'm not trying to be a sore loser or something, but that school seriously sucks big time. Those people are either super tyco or get injured really easily, so what's their problem manx?! sometimes i dont think they do deserve winning certain titles. Argghhh i was so disappointed with the results today, but i think they fought very hard. So proud of u guys :)
latest update on the scandals of my class! apparently someone is suspected of having an ultra big crush on K and K is totally traumatised while W is gloating over that piece of news. That person is quite nice actually, i dont see why they are not happy about being admired by the opp. sex. haha.. (okie it's part of my new yr resolution to be nice to all) Oh well, this whole thing is getting quite confusing. Anyway, we should all be muggers from now until end of the year before we start thinking about such useless stuff again. Hahaha the teachers will be so proud to hear that. =D
~ when will i ever stop being tempted by ice cream?! ~
--Merci tout le monde--
Thursday, May 26, 2005
screwed up GP again
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
we had the gp common test today and most likely i screwed it up again. I did the essay question 'Is modern society too obsessed with beauty?' i agreed with the statement and i thought i'd do fine with this question but i realise i was wrong. After the paper i thought about the question again and it struck me that my scope of discussion was too limited. So yup, there goes my decent grade. Compre was confusing but i hope i answered the questions properly. Forget it, what's done cannot be undone. I shant think about it anymore. -_-
i'm trying really hard to be on a low carb diet.. i mean really really hard. Shared fried rice with steph today. I hope it wouldnt be too detrimental to my plan =X it's high time to go for my 5km run! Btw before the whole world thinks i'm overly obsessed with beauty, i shall clarify that i want to slim down so that i'm at the normal weight and not be anorexic or something. Yup, i think ccc n jl are in danger of being anorexic though. They are freaking me out with their super healthy diet and gym sessions after pe. Eeeks. Obsession running out of control for them manx.
yours truly *
sj wif her cake!
she's sucha babe :)
--Merci tout le monde--
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
back to school
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
Whee after one week of bumming around victors and town i was finally back in school! This may sound really crazy but i do miss school. I miss my class, my friends, my teachers and everything. Too bad i felt really sleepy today so i just slacked through all the lessons again. =X Sad to say, i miss bowling now. The idea of me not bowling for the rest of the year seems quite painful. I love bowling and i dont really want to give it up after As. Argghhh.. i shall see about that after i settled my studies. My gp is so sucky that i think mrs chan worried about me. Shucks.. tmr is the dreaded gp common test and i'm so screwed. >.<
there are more and more scandals discovered in class today.. it's so exciting :) oh btw due to the fact that the guy featured in my paparazzi photo is extremely unhappy that his photo was posted, i've decided to remove it before he starts hating me (which i think he already did). Hee :P Oh well.. shouldnt we just be nice to people who are nice to us?
~always learn to give and take~
--Merci tout le monde--
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
the veri veri end of nats schs...
Saturday, May 21, 2005
poor cherie got 2nd for stepladder again.. i feel so sad for her. Argghhh even travis didnt qualify for stepladder lo.. what a weird world. Oh well.. RJ is like quite pathetic this time 'cause we didnt win alot of nats. Sianxx.. anyway it's finally time to mug again. I'd really miss everything that has happened this week. All the cheering, dinners, hugs, bowling, friends and fun! by the way yesterday's bbq at derrick's house was great. I enjoyed myself and yeah i think i'd really miss the bowlers after this manx. They can be quite fun actually haha. Oh yup i've got more photos today!! I've come to a conclusion that bowlers' bods are really cmi. Hahaha look at the photos and it'd be quite clear why i said that. :p

skinny spinny 'uncle' tt's alwaes bullying mi

the not-so-hot bods

food!!

they popped up at the last min! =X

highlight of the day! mr tay played pool with us!
--Merci tout le monde--
Saturday, May 21, 2005
end of nat schs
Thursday, May 19, 2005
woohoo.. todae sort of marks the end of my bowling life in the near future. there's overwhelming sadness but yet i feel that i've dropped a huge burden. Bowling has been a very important of my life since sec2 and soon the bowling balls will just be rotting in my house and collecting dust. Arggghh it's totally saddening. I hate the idea of mugging all day long for the rest of the year. :(
Anyway here's the overview of what RJ won:
boys singles : 2nd
boys doubles: 3rd
boys quartet: 2nd
girls quartet: 2nd
overall schs (boys): 3rd
overall schs (girls): 3rd
-3 qualified for masters event-
It's quite sad that we didnt retain our title this year but we've all done our best. Well done bowlers. I'm still proud of the team. :) Btw i took many many pictures today.. so i decided to put up a few here.. hee
bowling exco 04/05
captain 05/06 (eddy)
captain 05/06 (sam)
best t.i.c mrs kwan!!
all time fav coach uncle billy!!
corny coach uncle francis!
mr nice coach uncle adam!!
anuaar my super zai fren :) 
--Merci tout le monde--
Thursday, May 19, 2005
sucky day
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
i suck at bowling.i hope the team buck up.jia you~ gd luck to all..all the best for the last event
--Merci tout le monde--
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
singles event
Monday, May 16, 2005
big screw up.i'm like 30th now. need to be in the top 10. hopefully i can catch up.yes i will!RJC is currently 3rd for both boys and girls!!! The team will have to work really hard so that we can clinch the title. We'll have to fight all the way and win AC and SA!!! I made many stupid mistakes today. I actually forgot to do my swing before i go. Oh my gosh, idiotic me. I gotta remember and make sure i do it for the next 2 days. A piece of good news though, all our 8girls are between 5 and 34th position. So all we have to do is keep pushing upwards! Keep On movin'! GO RJC!!!!!!!!!!!!The group of us celebrated kp's birthday in suntec yesterday. We had kenny rogers and then all of us ended up in paradiz centre playing dota. Haha. how sad. Oh yah, we got him a shirt from Topman which says, 'international sperm donor'! Hee.. really cool. I wanna see him wear it manx. The photos are just below! :)
bday boy! :)
ooops elena's face got cut off =X
elena looks weird with sunglasses haha
ben looks cute!
cindy n mi*
not forgetting the 'threesome'
weisian aka xiao qiang :P i hope everyone had fun:) happy bdae to kp once again! rock on dude~ i'm gonna miss the class while i'm away for comp the whole wk :(
--Merci tout le monde--
Monday, May 16, 2005
Indifference or Civilised?
Sunday, May 15, 2005
Are Sporeans indifferent to what's going on in our lives or are we just content with what we have so far? I've seen so many articles on demonstrations and protests in othere countries but this has never happened in Spore in the last decade. I'm glad we dont waste our time on such activities. Maybe Sporeans are timid or nonchalant about most things, most of the time people write to the forum and complain that's all. Arguments are usually carried out verbally. Are we civilised people or do we just want to make sure that our country remain as stable as it can be? Somehow i think the answer will be the latter. Nevertheless, the IR,smrt price hike and the blogger incident have already resulted in a brouhaha at a national level. Apparently, most people only give their comments and that's it. What's the point of debating on such issues (IR, price hike)? Living in a complex world now represents a need to be pragmatic and well sort of 'suffer for the good of the future'. I guess i'm just the sort that will accept whatever that come along unless i'm deeply affected. As for the racist blogger incident, i kind of pity him but oh well, perhaps some things should just be kept in the heart. It's almost impossible to make sure that nobody is racist but as long as most of us are willing to live harmoniously, i think we should just let things be. Besides, he will not be the only one who decides spore's future when he's serving the government, so everyone should just give him a break. :)Recently one of my friends has been very upset about the fact that he's a mr nice guy and he mixes well with girls, yet he cant seem to succeed in his attempts to woo girls so far. Judging from his appearance and character, girls should like a guy like him, at least in my opinion. So basically he's depressed 'cause almost everyone else is happily attached and he's still alone. His depression probably got exacerbated when he was rejected by a girl he truly likes. I do sympathise him but i've come to a conclusion when a guy mixes too well with girls, he becomes 'one of the girls' and that makes it really difficult for the girl to accept him as her boyfriend. Poor guy. There has to be a boundary between lovers and good friends i suppose. Once u overstep the boundary there's no turning back. I hope he can pick himself up and have more self confidence.tmr the girls will be going for war. we'll shock the rest with what we've got.all the best to all.Double champs we'll be.~a true warrior never fight without a purpose greater than oneself~
taken b4 gg out for dinner :)
maybe i shld hide my teeth nxt time :Pby the way the entire family had mothers' day dinner at a teochew restaurant and the service there sucks. The waitresses were either deaf or cockeyed. it took us really long to get their attention even though the restaurant wasnt exactly crowded. The air conditioning there was quite screwed up too. We'd better not go there again. ggrrr...
--Merci tout le monde--
Sunday, May 15, 2005
Guys singles
Friday, May 13, 2005
travis got 2nd. sad. veri sad. juz lost by a few pins. it's such a pity. i hope the guys will win the boys title.they will.the kenny rogers dinner was a very fattening one. I had like 3/4chicken, 2 muffins, 1 cup of green tea and loads of stuff from the different side dishes. I felt like a total pig after that. I need to go to the gym soon. -_- anyway we went for dota after dinner. it's quite fun even though the map sucks. Haha yeah i managed to kill shawn lee (his character i mean). i'm so proud of myself. :P i shall go for a few more sessions to be more zai at it. Hee. training again tomorrow. Lets pray i dont die after that. Seems like i gotta peak next week. SA teams are bowling like god. Striking like there's no tomorrow. Sianx diao.
team dinner in victors after boys' singles
derrick looks so chubby! haha
toni is smiling! :)
--Merci tout le monde--
Friday, May 13, 2005
Swollen and rotten thumb.. yucks
Thursday, May 12, 2005
purr-fect.. my thumb is swollen once again. It looks so damn rotten and i have this feeling that it will just drop off like any time if i continued bowling for another 30minutes. I'll have to endure saturday's training too. Oh gosh, i wonder how i'm going to bowl for nationals if my thumb hurts whenever i swing the ball. :( it hurts so much that i cant even hold a pen, so i'm putting all my work on hold now. Hahaha great excuse to slack.. Oh well after nationals i'll hit the books la, i must stop wasting time on useless activities like shopping and stoning. -_- It's only 6months to Alevels!!! Why does it sound so soon all of a sudden?! I'm dead~ the guys will bowl their first block of 4games tmr. All the best dudes~ * rj champions *
--Merci tout le monde--
Thursday, May 12, 2005
Anorexic couple
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
Right, i observed something unusual once again. There is this particular couple in my class who's anorexic. Not exactly anorexic, but they gave us a feeling that they are starving themselves. The guy didnt want to finish his plate of hokkien mee, 'cause he thinks that he put on weight (even though he lost a lot of weight last year already) and the girl starves herself just for the birthday dinner that she'd be having with her grandparents later in the evening. I was flabbergasted when the guy said he put on weight and that he's been eating alot. He was surviving on hmm fruits and bread for the past few months?!! i think both of them are too obsessed with their weight and stuff. Why are people still so concerned about their weights when they are already attached and their partners dont even criticise their appearance at all?! I'm not saying that one should forget about a healthy diet when he/she is attached, but what these two people are doing do not make any sense to me at all. i'm seriously concerned about how they survive by exercising and not eating. Gosh..
Anyway i bowled quite okie during training today, but 188avg for 4games. I shall work harder and do even better for national schools. After training uncle yong was sorta giving pep talk or something to all of us 'cause it kinda the last training for all the guys. Then when he was talking about the girls he mentioned that he added 2 extra girls trainings just for me, 'cause if he can make me improve more, rj girls will stand a good chance. I was wondering whether he meant i was too lousy or i'm simply one of the girls that he has high hopes on. Oh well, i guess i gotta double my effort now. In 2 days' time the guys will have their showdown. I'm so looking forward to it. :)

steph, one of our goddesses :P


ben n jerrys roxx*

nice colour?
dear rach getting chio-er each day :)
--Merci tout le monde--
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
Why do couples have to eat the same food at the same time?
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
Why do couples have to eat the same food at the same time? I'm not talking about every single couple, just some that i've observed from time to time. Yesterday i was having lunch in the canteen when i noticed this particular couple queueing up for food and this is not the same time i see them eating the same thing. They are not the only ones. Does being in love mean that they should eat whatever the other person is eating? It doesnt seem to make much sense to me. Besides, not all couples like to eat the same type of food right? Oh well, even though it's not any business of mine to interfere in their choice of food but i'm certainly curious about this. According to elena, it's simply some sort of act that is commonly obvserved among most lovers and i'll never understand. Anyway in her opinion my previous relationship was a totally unusual one, so never mind, i shant talked about what I did. Speaking of my life lately, i think it's pretty screwed up. I've been feeling tired so easily and i'm like struggling to keep myself awake during lessons these days. Training hasnt exactly been very tiring but i still feel restless. Argghhh i hate that feeling. Perhaps i'm reserving all my energy for the upcoming national schools. It sounds like some sort of 'hibernation period'. Haha.. Anyway as the competition approaches, i have to start controlling my diet so that i dont fall sick just before or during the competition period. Now i'm abstaining from chocolates, cakes, cookies and all fried and greasy stuff. Basically anything fattening is out too. Yesterday when i thought my plan was going on smoothly, kenneth's mum just bought me an ice cream for no particular reason. Indeed i was taken aback by her kind gesture but on the other hand i was upset that i couldnt keep to my plan since i cannot reject her sweet offer. So yup, out of courteousy i finished it. I felt so damn guilty that i didnt eat anything else for the rest of the day. Sometimes, I think it's a very good idea to go on a porridge or yong tau foo diet. At least it's healthy. I hate to acknowledge the fact that char siew buns are fattening 'cause i love them!!! Sad case. Maybe i should sacrifice other food for these delicious buns. :) ~stop thinking about food.. just stop it~
--Merci tout le monde--
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
napfa is finally over! :)
Friday, May 06, 2005
Whee!!!! i'm done with napfa once and for all! I'm generally okie with my results but i seriously cant jump! Yeah according to kenneth penguins are too fat to fly nor jump, so i shldnt expect too much from myself. Ggrrrr.. ignore him.. anyway i finally broke my sit and reach record and hit a 62cm :) woohoo yoga rocks, i shall be more hardworking and attend many more yoga sessions :P By the way i'm having serious acne outbreak, i think my face is kind of scarred already.. haixx... sad case. Oh did i mention i was on a chocolate and peanut diet for the past week, so i guess my weight just shot up. The piece of lard just got heavier -_- Totally gross lah. Despite how grossed out i am with myself i cant resist the temptations. I'm still eating them like there's no tomorrow!! =X okie i know it's all about self-discipline (which probably left me a very long time ago) but i think i just need a little pushing and i'll start eating more healthily. i hope. Oh before i forget, i went to support qi at TP dance concert. She's hilarious and she can really dance hiphop well. I miss the days when the few of us practised real hard for the dance competition. Haixx now i regret not taking up dance. >.<

me.rach*

messy hair =X
--Merci tout le monde--
Friday, May 06, 2005
busy week ahead >_<
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
next friday marks the start of A div national schools already, it's so fast i cant believe myself. At least the attire and equipment are settled, so i've got less worries now. By the way i was so upset on monday because i thought i was the only girl in the team who wears the L size t-shirt. Haha i got cheered up a little when i found one of my juniors wearing the same tshirt size as me. I feel quite dumb for being upset over such a trivial thing but oh well, i'm still very sensitive about weight issues. =X I still firmly believe that i have a big frame that's all, i'm not exactly fat. Muahahaa, i exude self confidence dont i? :) Speaking of which i ran 5km and did abit of weights on sunday. I feel quite proud of myself. 5km isnt that long after all.. heehee.. i'm obsessed with running now. OOooh i cant wait to go to gym again, i becoming a gym rat!!!
oh yah.. i think i've been on a 4000calorie diet for the past 4days. All i had was chocolates, chocolate cakes, brownies, famous amos cookies, ice cream and yeah basically that's about it. Similar things everyday. It was horrendously sinful. That explains why i ran 5km. It's all about redeeming myself. :P

newly cut hair :)
--Merci tout le monde--
Tuesday, May 03, 2005