am i being hated?
Sunday, July 10, 2005
I kinda notice the changes in some people these days. I think i'm being hated already. It's scary how the issue turns out this way. To think i dismissed the whole thing as something that people will simply forget about as time passes. Bahhh I cant help it if some people are unhappy, but i'd rather they say it openly than to pretend everything is okie. What happened to the part about being truthful?! frankly speaking i regret wat i did yesterday, even though it's not something significant. Everything's so screwed up these days. Peer pressure is a powerful psychological tool, especially so for a person like me who's easily influenced. I wish i can just have fun and be happy. Many unhappy things have happened and i'm still trying hard to forget about them. Seriously. My diet plan had kinda failed since my mood swings arent doing any good. Eating for comfort sux.. it's beyond control though. I shall eat my apple crumble tmr. I dont care anymore.
~certain things are simply beyond our control~
--Merci tout le monde--
Sunday, July 10, 2005